-- The magical moment
Never have I ever would imagine this magical moment,
LinkedIn functions so much like facebook, or actually more vulnerable in the sense that registered account holder would like to get exposed to the overall network, while Facebook users would hesitate so much in terms of privacy and security. I mean, mentally secured.
That is really fucked up, I don't know, maybe just that magical moment,
how come,
I would ever see your name in the people who recently viewed your profile.
What do you want?
What do you expect?
Happy I'm employed?
Disappointed I'm employed?
I don't know,
I shouldn't be caring in the first place,
but I do.
It's haunting me for a while,
And it feels not healthy.
How are you?
I wanted to ask you so badly,
but I cannot,
I really can't,
asking itself is harsh.
It's not like I'm asking how are you but instead,
do you miss me?
do you ever feel sorry that you hurt me so badly?
do you know I care?
do you know I feel the same?
Like I would care,
the whole flavor would be spoiled if I ever asked.
so I won't,
I will rationalize everything, normalize everything,
you will be fine
I will be fine.
我怀着惴惴不安的心情恍恍惚惚的期待着你任何的回应，
可那只是当年的我了，
太迟了，
太迟了。
而现在，
我已经没有办法拒绝你，
因为我们再也没有彼此的消息，
我在拒绝一切心动的可能性，
I feel safe that way.
这多么诡异的来访记录啊，
可笑是你，可笑也是我。
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